I still can't listen to some songs because they make me soooo sad. Niel Young's Cortez the Killer can bring me so low that I have to hide the shoelaces on myself, lol JK. That was the song I fell in love to, there's a whole sappy story there, but I digress. This is the first time in my life that breakup music has really been aimed at me. I never realized how powerful these songs could be, I used to just see them as whiney and annoying. What's funny is I really like the petty mean songs even though there was no cheating involved in my case, and initially we split on really friendly terms. My ex is being really petty right now though, trying to pretend to want to be friends and then trying to stick the knife in and turn it whenever I'm stupid enough to fall for the bait. Hopefully I learned something from this. My ex was a nice girl, but she's holding a grudge for some reason. She was the dumper by the way, I was the dumpee so that's not the reason.
