Dang haraldo, I know that chick got to ya, but it just aint worth it brother. I know it sucks, but if you can get one girl that great, you sure as heck can find another one. If not, you better go get that one back.
You're better than that, man. I hate to be abrasive, but life is too short to get caught up in the negative. Believe me, I know it sucks... we're all on your side though. All the best, seriously...