Jamie, my heart and prayers go out to you. I was in a similiar situation a couple years ago, it was not my wife but me....she 302'd me to a mental facility, at first I vowed I would never forgive her and wanted very much to have my revenge for what she did to me. Harboring these thoughts left very little or nothing in the space of my heart, I focused daily in this bin of lunatics thinking I was different and not like them, man was I wrong. I took the most I could get out of this institution and these tools home with me. I am a recovering alcholic and drug addict, it is very easy for me to say this in a public forum, I have come out of the closet which has imprisioned me most of my adult life, admission and surrender to that which I can not control was the key for me. When I think back (which I do often) to that day, I realize my wife saved my life, I did not think so at the time of being 302'd. There is a healing process which does not happen over night. The thing that turned me around was when I thought: what if it was the other way around. Today is all I have, and with that branded on my heart, I live in harmony with life and my wife. Love is an emotion that I do not use randomely, it is exclusive to God and family. Sorry for the long post, but your situation has touched me in a divine way. Hope you don't mind, I will leave you with this prayer: Come to me, all you who labor and are burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am meek and humble of heart; and you will find rest for yourselves. For my yoke is easy, and my burden light. Author: Jesus... I hope this does not offend anyone. God Bless you and your family, if you ever need to talk please feel free to PM me, you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Best regards, Jeffrey
