This was a difficult video to watch. I've been through this as well, thankfully many years ago now. You will get through this Erin, but as they say, only thing that really helps is time.
I'm also thankful that we live in 2022 where a man doesn't have to go through this completely by himself, but can be open about things like this, both to the benefit of himself and others. It's plain to see that it was hard to make that video, but I'm glad he did.