Honestly, much of my experience at Spotsylvania resembled that of an opium den. IMHO, the painkiller I was given was too powerful in some ways, and less than ideal in others.
The dilaudid knocked me out in minutes, but I would usually wake up in a couple of hours back in pain and begging for more. I think a weaker painkiller with longer lasting effects would have been more effective.
Incidentally, the THC gummies I’m self medicating with do a great job of pain relief, appetite stimulation, and helping me sleep at night. And they last a long time.
As for my cousins Reggie and Eyon…they saved me and started my journey back from death’s door. I leaned on their strength in my recovery.