Yeah there are two real types of insomnia... environmental is the leading cause that affects most people. Stress is a leading factor. Cure the symptom, cure the sleep issue. Clincal and the subset of medical insomnia is a whole other matter. Surgery (for sleep apnea or C-Pap machines) can do wonders, but the non-medical can range dramatically in severity and change in frequency over time.
And that's the big problem I've had, figuring out what my actual problem is. The severity does range, and then when it gets bad enough, to go to the doctor... here is last years 'doctor experience' that started in the spring:
1. My general recommended I see a psychiatrist for sleep medication.
2. I diagnosed with depression (MDD) and anxiety (GAD), insomnia was a result.
3. The treatment is a combination of medication and psychotherapy (CBT). I finally agree, anything to sleep.
4. Psychiatrist goes med crazy, psychologist is a pseudo-intellectual that gravitated toward her research, in trauma (lol, let's do CBT but focus on trauma, that should help you sleep!)
5. I went through a hodgepodge of drugs
6. I kept saying CBT wasn't for me, but, they said it took time, so, I stuck with it for those 6 months (And put effort into doing it and learning).
7. When I decided that's enough (6 months, plus $$), the psychiatrist and psychotherapist then decided I actually had more mental issues (if you don't benefit from a psychotherapists treatment, its not them, its you. lol)
8. Their next recommendation was an intensive outpatient hospital in new york (I live in Miami).
9. I told them to **** off (they were condescending, was absolutely ridiculous).
10. Then found out about sleep studies through another doctor.
11. And here I am.
Depression, anxiety, and insomnia all have symptoms that link. I'd say before they messed with my brain, a physical study should have been done (sleep study like I did now).
Because the problem I have is this:
1. Psychiatrist put me on meds that have side effects (including depression and insomnia lol)
2. Will the study be thrown off by those meds (benzos can even cause sleep apnea)
3. I still have no idea what the root cause is, so I'm hoping its physical.
In my mid and late 20's, I used to go 2-3 days without sleeping a wink, then I'd sleep normal for a few days then repeat. This cycle could go on for a few weeks, then I'd be somewhat normal for awhile. I could a couple months, sometimes a 6 without incident, but it always came back and with varying degrees of severity. I once ended up in the hospital because I had gone without sleeping for so long I was hallucinating and completely out of my mind. I was on break and by myself and had no idea at that point of how long I had gone without sleep. I didn't know who I was, where I was, or anything. I was in the hospital for 3 or 4 days. I basically lost a week or so of time. That was the worst it ever was and thankfully it never got like that again. The problem is, the longer you go without sleep, the worse your judgement becomes. What's also very weird is that not sleeping from true insomnia is not like not sleeping when you don't have it. They're completely different. I can go 3 days without sleeping and function pretty well after that long if I'm in a bout. Three days of not sleeping when you're not experiencing insomnia and you've just stayed up is completely different. After two days, I'm exhausted and dramatically imparied like anyone else would be. Its a very odd thing. As I've gotten older, it's become much less of an issue. I dont' have bouts of not sleeping at all very often anymore, but I still have the problem of going to bed, waking up 20 minutes later thinking I've slept all night. I think that's far more difficult to manage and is where the mental exercises and keeping your bedtime in tip top shape come into play.
Yup, I'm 28. I don't get hallucinations, but, can go 2-3 days without sleep and its absolutely dehabilitating.
Judgement gets bad, like you said. So, its a spiral.
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So, you never really got treated, you just grew out of it?
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I think I started with one problem causing insomnia, and now have multiple (from the drugs, exposure to therapy I think actually made things worse, and now likely a physical problem).
So, it's just one big battle of confusion.