Thank you so much, NIN....it is truly appreciated right now. It's been really, really tough on me because I lost my dad back in 06 and I feel like I'm the only one on the planet to have gone through this. :(:(:(\n\n\nThat's part of human nature too. It's something that almost everyone goes through at some point, yet we all experience and deal with it\/feel it differently. I think that's part of what makes it feel so unique to each individual. \n\nI hope you can find some comfort in family and friends during your grieving.