Her funeral was yesterday. It was a beautiful ceremony with extended family and one couple close friend. I felt myself going to pieces as I was carrying her earn to her resting place. I asked her quietly if she could take care of me once more and I felt myself pulling it back together. I told my parish priest that I would give her eulogy at the end of the service. My time came up all too quickly and I began to shake and choke up. I asked my wife outloud this time for one more gift of strength and she delivered again in spades. Even though I cannot be physically with her, she is there wih me always. Not a day has passed where I dont feel her. RIP Sweetheart. I know no one more deserving of the gifts in heaven as you.