I can tell you've tried to give me a more thorough explanation than previously, and I appreciate that, sincerely.
But you're just confusing me more and more with each reply. I don't think we're even discussing my set up now, you're just stating facts, with no context.
I came to this forum because I wanted expert advice from someone far more advanced than I, but I don't think that's what I got, I got no thorough explanation, no help with my real world situation. I couldn't have possibly provided more accurate information to help you understand my query as far as I know.
I'm exactly where I started before, I know nothing more, I've learnt nothing new. Just a lot of pessimism about abstract values that don't apply to the real world.
You make me just want to give up trying to learn all this.
But thanks anyway, honestly. At least you tried, no one else even bothered. So thanks anyway. Stay safe. I'm out